Singapore VS Brazil
What a day it was. As you all know, singapore was up against brazil on last monday(28/7) and the score was 3-0. Brazil won of course with the three goals. But the greatest part of all, I was there at kallang itself watching the freaking match!! It was so damn coll being 'quite' close to all the brazilian soccer suoerstars. WOOHOO!!
It was a match that we know Singapore was going to lose, but it was a mighty entertaining match where singapore team never gave up and keep on trying to get a goal against the brazil team.
What a sight it was, brazil showed alot of skill in the game and singapore showed some to. Brazil gave alot of freaking strong shots that made a big 'pow' sound when the singapore keeper blocked it(we can see from the singapore keeper face that it was painful, also one of the saves was made by the face and that made me and my friends laugh and felt the pain). Still singapore gave a handfull attemps of scoring but sadly all was saved ny the brazilian keeper.
Oh yah, it wasnt me alone that went. I was with domnic and daiyu. The two most craziest friends that i have and I love them. Hahahahahaha.
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Photo Editing
Damn, I have no idea why but then i think its all because I am in a design diploma. I like editing pictures already. Wanna know why I like to these kind of shit.....its because its fun......to me at least as the images that I edited are.....
LET U DECIDE AND SEE THEM:
PRESIDENTS VISIT TO RP
This event was the most hectic event that I had to handle!!!...Well i just did 2 events so far....so yeah this was the toughest. The president came to RP...it was fun...did a banner and all...cheered for him when he came to...all for CE points (THE UGLY SIDE OF RP)....hahahaha...well here are the pics that I have...
There are more but I think those pictures are not taken by my camera....well too bad...hahahaha
SCARED
Its sad, inside of me I feel sad, angry, shy, scared and god knows what. Enjoyed it for that time but felt like shit after it....
How am I suppose to feel....what i kept telling myself for the past eight years was not in my head today and last tuesday....
THANK YOU A LOT TO DAIYU, HERMAN, SHAWN, ARINI, JASON, SABIRA, TITIMA and JOANNA...maybe there are more and i just cant show you how thankfull I am.
FRIENDS....YOU JUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM....
BIRTHDAY
Thanks to these people that wished me a happy birthday!!
-DOMNIC
-ARINI
-JASON
-HERMAN
-DAIYU
-EUGENIA
-PEI LING
-SITI HAWA
-AZIRAH
-VANESSA
-CHRISTNA
-BRANDAN
-SHAWN
-SABIRA
-JOANNA
-TITIMA
-MARY(JUST MET HER)
-ERWIN
-SATISH
-JIE YING
-JESSICA
-DAIYU
-SHERMAN
-CECILIA
-SUHAIMI(MIMI)
-SING EE
-CANDY
-EMILY
-SYAHIR
-AISAMUDIN
-HELMI
-IVY
-AZIRAH
-PEI EN
-WEI LIANG
-VERNON
-ANNIE
-DARREN
-KHAMSINAH
-SHARMILA
-KAH MUN
-LYNDDA
-DON
-RAIMI
-SOME OF THE SEIG MEMBERS
I think there are more or more to come...hahahaha
WHO KNEW, THEY ARE FUN!!
Hahahaha....i think the title of this post will be enough for me to get killed. But who cares!! Hahahaha... forget when this was but it was no long ago. I had a presidents visit to RP meeting and it ended early then expected. So I headed to the canteen to get a drink before going to training and it was super early. Guess what, the rugby girls were there and coincidently they were from that meeting also. Hahaha. We decided to slack before training starts and then they started to camwhore. I dont know why but i joined in...hahahaha....the worst part was that they found out i had a camera with me as i use it for class...now it has a diffrent purpose...hahahaha
Well this are some of the pictures that I think was nice....(when there are so many to choose from) HAHAHAHAHA
Birthdays
When the word birthday is said to a person, what come into mind are all the presents, friends, family, gifts, decorations, parties, balloons, confetti and all the other stuff that has relations to birthdays. But sadly, in my mentality it’s a whole different from what was mentioned above. What makes me say this you ask? Well maybe it’s because that I have not celebrated my birthday for the past eight years….Sad huh? ...Well after all that time you tend to get use to it just like when you’re sick and have to take those nasty medicine. A person gets used to it and gets immune to those things. For my case its birthdays, and I thought I was ok with not celebrating my birthday for the past eight years.
Well that’s life, and the saying which goes ‘life is unfair’ is true. But that does not mean that I don’t celebrate my friends or family birthday. I do celebrate their birthday even when my own family forgets mine. It’s hard being in family that forgets my birthday but remembers my older and younger sister’s birthday. It sucks but I have always been the black sheep of the family anyway. Being shadowed over them constantly has made me immune to it too…hahaha. I guess all the books that said the middle child will be the worst treated is quite true and it sucks more being the only son to the family too. Having and older sister and younger sister that are very bright and I am just not. My elder sis was in EM1 during primary, then special in secondary, completed her biomedical science diploma and now is a doctor assistant. My younger sis in EM1 also and express and still in secondary. Both of them are always in the top classes and here I am in EM2 and normal academic and in five years in secondary and now in poly. In the eyes of other people that maybe quite good or ok but not to the eyes of my family, as they think that I should be the same like my sisters.
Well to make long story short, it just sucks being me with no birthday celebrations. I started realizing that I have not celebrated my birthday since primary six. I used to look forward to my birthdays back then but it was just a dream. Thought of celebrating my birthday but then it turned to be disaster, expected something but nothing came. Then it just hit me, that maybe if don’t care and expect nothing then I won’t feel sad, angry or whatever that feeling is.
I keep avoiding my friends when my birthday is coming. Whenever my birthday is near and my friend asks me, I just lie to them that it’s not. As I know they will do something for me and I just don’t know how to react. I can’t bring a smile or a tear as I just forgot how it feels like to be celebrating my own birthday. I always fake a smile and say I am happy but I will always have a blast at other people birthday to see their reaction when we throw a party for the person or handing the present to the person. Back at home, nothing happens on my day, but when it’s not my day, there will be something like a dinner or something. I seriously have nothing against my family but maybe this is a test from the man above and I’ll accept it. I am ok with my family and I love them but I can say I am the closest to my dad. Don’t know why but we both understand each other.
If there is something that happens for me for my birthday, it never happens at home or with my family. It would be with friends and co-workers. Then the fake smile and the fake emotion of being happy will be back. Now it’s getting harder and harder to hide these things because I am so close to my friends and they know me to well just the same as I know them. As I know that if I get something good, it will not happen again and that is why I just expect nothing and don’t know how to react when these things happen.
(PS. If any of my friends read this and asks me about this. I will just deny it and say it’s was from somewhere that inspire me to write this. Please, it’s hard enough on me already and I enjoy very much being with my friends then at home.)
FORMAL DAY
Well the title pretty much explains it all of this post. Its fromal day in school and everyone sure dressed up. Its cool to have a formal day in class, makes you feel high class and cool. The dudes and dudets kick ass when they are in formal....
Me and my bro....we kick ass!!
Rock on dudes and dudets...
The stoned, The Happy, The PrettyBoy
Formal day was fun!!
Everyone just love my shades and just wanna try them on with a shot of thier own.....freaks!! Hahahaha
WEST COAST PARK
I realized something....all my friends have been asking to post the pictures of the west coast pictures in my blog which was ages ago....wanna know why?? Well I dont know myself. Hahaha. Actually the plan to west coast was cycling but it all got crushed and the planed changed and just hang out with the class. We went crazy at the park, went crazy at the movies and went crazy at the science centre. Hahaha. Here are the pictures...some of them at least....
Remebering my childhood days...playing at the playground brings back memories and a whole load of fun!!
Try clinging to the thing with two persons on it....you will see how fun it is....and dont get me started with three and four people on it...just an embarasing and funny sight...
He challenged me who would get first to the other side...haha..eat my dust!!
The feminine side of me...damn i look HOT!!...hahaha
Lets just fade everything else and concentrate at that hansome face....hahahaha
When dinosours attack...that will be my reaction....
At the rope jungle....credits to arini for the excellent shot...
Was having way too much fun...and boy was i energetic....
Chillin...
Say hello to the crew...
Guys are always happy and girls just like to act emo.....jpg)
Heh.....take that for taking a shot of us.....
ERM
LIFE SUCKS!!...hahaha.....whats a contridiction to my motto in life. If anybody is wondering, my motto in life is 'always look on the brightside.' It's a great motto as it always makes you see the good side of things and it has helped alot of people and my friends. Sadly my life has going downhill....a very steep downhill......a very steepdownhill with rocks......a very steep downhill with big rocks.....i think you get it...hahaha.
Well, I dont know hoe to solve this problems but im trying my best to tackle a problem one at a time. So dont worry all the dudes and dudets....the smile will stay.....
