GRANMOTHER
I dont know how to put it but all I knoe is that my grandmother is back into the hospital. From what i was told she has internal bleeding and something else but i have no idea what it is....
I also dont know how to feel for her, as i have so many mixed emotions in me. I am feeling sad of course to see her in that condition and her state, I am confused as I do not know how can i help her and if I do find a way to help her she wont even know me as she does not remember me nor recognize me, I am feeling scared as whenever I am at the hospital all that i camn see is that she is asleep and that is when my imaginations go wild, I am feeling angry as I am not getting enough sleep because I am at the hospital most of the times and there are other problems that are bothering me and end up looking grumpy at school.
But among all of that I still want her to get well, all the best and you have my prayers.....
